est-ce que j'étais un imbécile à penser ?

I've grown tired of love

you are the trouble with me

treat me recklessly

all you do is toss me pennies out

but the silence in me is screaming

won't you come and get me?

was i a fool to think? 

you make a mess of me here

i dance a thousand steps for you

if you say yes to me

i'll be whatever gets you through

a little something.

fall in love or fall in hate.

get inspired or be depressed.

ace a test or flunk a class,

make babies or make art.

speak the truth or lie and cheat

dance on a table or sit in the corner.

life is divine chaos. embrace it 

forgive yourself. breathe.

and enjoy the ride.

-solbeam

et j'ai voulu vous honorer de la vérité

i wish for once it wasn't just me saying how i felt.

its a bittersweet relationship now.

i miss when we were closer then anything

and we were ok with it just being the two of us.

everyone says to move on 

and let you be your own man

but there will always be that part of me

that keeps hoping 

no matter how far it seems we're getting 

you meant more to me than anyone i have ever loved at all*

right now you may not believe that

but know its you who i wish was in front of me

sharing these moments that mean more than time itself 

veuillez me pardonner.

vous savez qui n'etait jamais mon intention 

et j'ai voulu vous honorer de la verite